Tuesday, October 28, 2008

My new baby!!

Yup, thats right, I have a new baby in my house... Thats a good enough reason to blog I suppose ;)

Just received my new bible software, Logos Leaders Library... Been wanting it for ages and finally able to afford it, its probably the first major thing I've purchased for myself. I haven't even bought any new clothes or shoes (two things I need for work...). Think so far most of my money has been used to pay off debt and major expenses like cars.. conventions.. air tickets.. house contributions... So this is probably my first proper purchase of something I actually want.

Still haven't used it yet, as its currently installing (Seems to take a long long long while to install). Quite shocking. But looking forward to using it. Quite like all the other materials that come with it, i.e. books, atlas'..

Btw, I still want to update this blog more often, will see how that goes ;)

Monday, October 6, 2008

Meant to live for so much more..

Another switchfoot song??... Yup!

Wierd how I was listening to that the other day (okay maybe two weeks ago, I suck at updating. Just to go off a tangent; this should make those whose emails and texts I never reply feel better, I can't even do MY OWN blog!) So anyways, switchfoot song..

Theme is sligthly similar to the other song "are you who you want to be". Have been just reflecting the last few weeks (believe I'm still thinking abt it), just reflecting over my last few years wondering what shaped me to be who I am and whether I would've done anything differently over the past few years. (Think I take reflecting about your life to another level, its scary.. I'm talking about to the point of losing sleep the last few nigths coz I'm thinking so much)

So yes, there are lots of smaller things I wished I did, didnt do, reacted to, reacted less to.. the list goes on. However, probably the biggest thing, which I shared over the mic while leading worship on Sunday was that I wished I spent more time with God. I was almost in tears talking about that over the mic on Sunday (dont think it was obvious though; the secret is to talk slowly so no one can notice anyway!). But yea, I really do mean it, thats probably my biggest regret, being very much a Martha instead of a Mary, and I'm trying to realign that back whilst catch up on lost time God.

Speaking of which, guess who I'm gonna spend time with now..