Monday, October 6, 2008

Meant to live for so much more..

Another switchfoot song??... Yup!

Wierd how I was listening to that the other day (okay maybe two weeks ago, I suck at updating. Just to go off a tangent; this should make those whose emails and texts I never reply feel better, I can't even do MY OWN blog!) So anyways, switchfoot song..

Theme is sligthly similar to the other song "are you who you want to be". Have been just reflecting the last few weeks (believe I'm still thinking abt it), just reflecting over my last few years wondering what shaped me to be who I am and whether I would've done anything differently over the past few years. (Think I take reflecting about your life to another level, its scary.. I'm talking about to the point of losing sleep the last few nigths coz I'm thinking so much)

So yes, there are lots of smaller things I wished I did, didnt do, reacted to, reacted less to.. the list goes on. However, probably the biggest thing, which I shared over the mic while leading worship on Sunday was that I wished I spent more time with God. I was almost in tears talking about that over the mic on Sunday (dont think it was obvious though; the secret is to talk slowly so no one can notice anyway!). But yea, I really do mean it, thats probably my biggest regret, being very much a Martha instead of a Mary, and I'm trying to realign that back whilst catch up on lost time God.

Speaking of which, guess who I'm gonna spend time with now..

3 comments:

Sarah said...

I like your blog.. it has thinking.. but sooo long between updates!

Unknown said...

Haha! Sarah! The gaps between the posts are longer than my gaps! Woo hoo! (: Reading this blog makes both our blogs look really... Un-deep, huh? (: Hahahaha (:

Kev said...

I'd be surprised if anyone can have longer gaps than mine.. idea is to update it more often. But I guess it remains an idea until I do it, eh?

Thinking is good ;)